Do you sometimes spend moments, pondering what animals and beasts around us, perceive?

How intelligent is the charming little ruffy hen across the fence, in my neighbor’s yard? How quick is the bird in the trees, swooping in quiet and quick, looking for a small snack, and perhaps a glance at you…

And then, there are the men.

Submissive minds can be a bit of a puzzle. Under it all, we want to be seen, accepted. And that moment when you get to relax and surrender to another’s arms…. Can be overwhelming and so welcome. It’s almost as if muscles that had long been tight were finally able to relax, release, and trust another’s warmth, surrounding you.

To Me, it feels like… the scent of a crushed flower petal. Something sweet, a scent released only when hurt in some way. I tend to use pain as a seasoning to a dish, rather than the main course. I do find it satisfying to know I’ve made My boy wince while I drove us deeper, into us.

I want to feel My teeth on your neck, tonight. Just a little pain, then no worries, I’ll catch you -

Come in, the night's warm, and something's brewing

September comes along and I think holy moly! Fall is here, and where did the summer go? I should have gotten to more national parks, coastal excursions… we still have a few warm weeks left before the chill settles in. Got plenty of outdoor dancing in! I think the universe gave us dancing for exercise, if we want it. I can go for hours, even until dawn, with the right music, and a few good dancers on the floor. Wonder what your company would be like at a dusky dance club, sitting at the booth, watching Me dance with a few different men. You, waiting patiently. I’ve instructed you on your tasks this evening. …

Today has been a work day for Me, in the midst of the Labor Day holiday. No rest for the wicked! Hehe Actually no rest for the self employed, more like. Some of My time is spent coaching you on Niteflirt, teaching self control, and how to be the best submissive for a Grrl like Me. Other times, I do mundane mental tasks, that would cause most to yawn. I like having both to balance the time.

I need stimulation on many levels.

Have you done something dirty this summer? I want you to tell Me…

You know where.

It’s late here, the stars are out, and I’ve got a few cravings to share.

Your aching need for something, now

Ah, after many years of diligent blogging here, the past few months, I've been amiss. I pondered the time I spent keeping this sweet patch of words up and enticing, and whether boys like you enjoy reading My missives. Tonight I need to write a little, and perhaps you'll get a peek into this mind.

Just watched the movie Secretary again (yes, I own it). This movie pleases Me on so many levels. James Spader and Maggie Gyllenhaal just click with chemistry, and they're both so... fresh and yummy. Like their skin glistens with some innocent lust. Hard to wrap My fingers around.

That first scene when the submissive is unsure what's happening, yet her heart is racing, as the Dom instructs her exactly on what she will do next. The open-eyed fear and arousal, curiosity and excitement.

Yes, this. I hunt this little bit here. That open, vulnerable, wide eyed glance, right as we wedge into the pocket, where I want you.

This is what I want.

Bring Me your submissive yearnings, and we'll see what suits Me. Good dominants ask questions, and learn more about a sub's craving. Some of you little ones are hard to crack open. Subs are notorious in this trait. It's almost as if they're afraid to say it outloud. That thing, that forbidden ache which drives you mad.

We need to discuss this.