Holy shit, how did that happen, Mistress hasn't published a blog article in 1.5 weeks! As a rule I do try to get My posts in within a week or so of the last one. Anticipation does many times amplify the experience though... :)
It's early Saturday, overcast, the sun is coming up. I rather like the overcast days, especially when the summer gets here. Easier for running weather, biking, and the like. My minions do know how Mistress loves keeping her muscles nice and firm!
I think it's time for this vampire grrl to get a bit of sleep. One of my slaves kept me up for a good long spell. And fell asleep on Me. My faithful ones know too - Mistress never hangs up (unless you're a complete asshat, then you get hung up on and blocked! hehe). So this little piggy? paid me for a good hour of his snore time! Always makes a grrl smile!
May 31, 2008
May 20, 2008
Mistress notes
Hello slavelettes and subs, It's Tuesday and I'm presently putting off a workout. Go figure! I've been a bit busy this past week and not as available for phones as I'd like. One thing that helps me immensely when things are busy, is a Niteflirt email from slaves who are hankering for Mistress, and seem to have a hard time getting ahold of me. I check Niteflirt email daily, and will get back to you as soon as Mistress can!
Getting a new set of dumbbells soon, had to go up to the next set size because I've maxed out my 24 lb adjustable ones! I don't want much more lifting weight, just a little room to increase weight. My arms are looking sooo good. Firm and toned. Makes for a very firm spanking hand!! hehe
It's humid and rainy today in my town. Kind of makes me feel like nestling in and taking a little nap.
Getting a new set of dumbbells soon, had to go up to the next set size because I've maxed out my 24 lb adjustable ones! I don't want much more lifting weight, just a little room to increase weight. My arms are looking sooo good. Firm and toned. Makes for a very firm spanking hand!! hehe
It's humid and rainy today in my town. Kind of makes me feel like nestling in and taking a little nap.
May 12, 2008
Pumped Fresh
Ah yes, another weekend draws to a close. Wee hours of Monday morning, and I had a wonderful weekend. Good weather, good workouts, and a few bad boys!! hehe
A new little client came along My way this weekend, amateur bodybuilder and all. He asked Me to take him through his first domination session ever, and indeed, I did pop his BDSM cherry. The sound of his voice was husky, and somewhat unclear, as we went through the deeds he'd need for me. I need My boys naked when we session alone, and on their knees. This way, I get a clear view of all My pretty little toy!
We slithered around his skinned form, while he put on a performance for My eyes only. This boy did like to show off his bits, and I gather he rather liked his body. He works hard for it after all! I love slaves that know bodybuilding, know what makes their body firm, their heart race fast. All that flesh and blood just thumping for one more breath -
Still watching My slave in My mind's eye, while he licks his own lips, freshly moist with new viscosities. 'Til our next entry...
A new little client came along My way this weekend, amateur bodybuilder and all. He asked Me to take him through his first domination session ever, and indeed, I did pop his BDSM cherry. The sound of his voice was husky, and somewhat unclear, as we went through the deeds he'd need for me. I need My boys naked when we session alone, and on their knees. This way, I get a clear view of all My pretty little toy!
We slithered around his skinned form, while he put on a performance for My eyes only. This boy did like to show off his bits, and I gather he rather liked his body. He works hard for it after all! I love slaves that know bodybuilding, know what makes their body firm, their heart race fast. All that flesh and blood just thumping for one more breath -
Still watching My slave in My mind's eye, while he licks his own lips, freshly moist with new viscosities. 'Til our next entry...
May 3, 2008
Pulling the thread
While doing my upper body weights this evening, I needed a little oomph, a lil somethin' somethin' to give pumping iron a little push. Ended up digging out of the pile of ole VHS tapes a copy of Janet Jackson's self titled CD, which came on the scene back in the mid 1990s.
The only reason I even bought this VHS was for the video IF. Seen it?
Janet Jackson - If (link to youtube)
There's more BDSM gender bending transvestite homoerotic imagery in this video than I can even track.... The video opens as dozens of men drop from the ceiling, each of them hog tied at the end of a rope, and oh so only for Mistress Janet. Thick sultry lighting, throbbing red and black pulses. And the dance moves. Voyeurism, androgyny, feminine dominance... ahhh....
I need to update my Wishlist to include this video on DVD ! You can tell a lot about me as a Woman and Mistress by watching this video. It speaks volumes.
Alright sweet ones, I’m logged in and ready to listen to your whispers. A client just spoke 5 hours with Me (lucky bastard) and I’ve opened the lines back up for a chat. Let’s see who nibbles!
The only reason I even bought this VHS was for the video IF. Seen it?
Janet Jackson - If (link to youtube)
There's more BDSM gender bending transvestite homoerotic imagery in this video than I can even track.... The video opens as dozens of men drop from the ceiling, each of them hog tied at the end of a rope, and oh so only for Mistress Janet. Thick sultry lighting, throbbing red and black pulses. And the dance moves. Voyeurism, androgyny, feminine dominance... ahhh....
I need to update my Wishlist to include this video on DVD ! You can tell a lot about me as a Woman and Mistress by watching this video. It speaks volumes.
Alright sweet ones, I’m logged in and ready to listen to your whispers. A client just spoke 5 hours with Me (lucky bastard) and I’ve opened the lines back up for a chat. Let’s see who nibbles!
April 26, 2008
Tight and right
Early Saturday morning, and I just finished a lushious meal. My legs are a little tired from the jump rope workout I did today, but I can just feel how it's helping my body. I'm really loving my workout routines lately. I'm seeing some great results and feeling that healthy glow.
Was feeling pretty sexy this week. Went out in this lush outfit, deep colors, snug short skirt, short little sweater. I've been trying a few different cuts and hair styles the last year or two, seeing what makes me feel my hottest!! Whatever I'm doing, it's working! Men are flirting with me left and right, and a few women too! hehe
I might have to choose Me a new lover soon. We'll have to see how that unfolds... Until then, I'm going to keep playing with my subs and slavelettes... you'll have to keep Mistress busy!
Was feeling pretty sexy this week. Went out in this lush outfit, deep colors, snug short skirt, short little sweater. I've been trying a few different cuts and hair styles the last year or two, seeing what makes me feel my hottest!! Whatever I'm doing, it's working! Men are flirting with me left and right, and a few women too! hehe
I might have to choose Me a new lover soon. We'll have to see how that unfolds... Until then, I'm going to keep playing with my subs and slavelettes... you'll have to keep Mistress busy!
April 17, 2008
Stone cold deep
Mistress is happy today, because one of my fave slaves is having a birthday next week, and we've just had a chance to catch up! I sent him off a special little gift in snail mail today, I think he'll like it quite a bit. Had to warn him though - don't open it in front of anyone else - otherwise he might be a bit embarrassed! haha
Friday is almost here, just hours away. Saw the movie "No Country for Old Men" last night, and was not disappointed. Strange how a movie will stay resident, far after viewing. There are questions still in my mind about different characters.
I was slightly disappointed in one way. My blog readers know I've got a little thing for Javier Bardem. After seeing this movie, I doubt I'll be having those late night sessions, wrapping Myself around his fine form, at least in My mind! Might have to rent another one of his films to shake off the vibe of Anton Chigurh. Yes, he did win the Oscar for this performance. Although it did kill this Girl's libido a bit. Chigurh is one big f*cking bad ass, lemme tell ya!!
Looking forward to sliding fingers through your synapses this weekend...
Friday is almost here, just hours away. Saw the movie "No Country for Old Men" last night, and was not disappointed. Strange how a movie will stay resident, far after viewing. There are questions still in my mind about different characters.
I was slightly disappointed in one way. My blog readers know I've got a little thing for Javier Bardem. After seeing this movie, I doubt I'll be having those late night sessions, wrapping Myself around his fine form, at least in My mind! Might have to rent another one of his films to shake off the vibe of Anton Chigurh. Yes, he did win the Oscar for this performance. Although it did kill this Girl's libido a bit. Chigurh is one big f*cking bad ass, lemme tell ya!!
Looking forward to sliding fingers through your synapses this weekend...
April 13, 2008
And this goodbye
This is going to be a difficult article to write.
A close friend of Mine, and fellow Mistress, was called today with very distressing news. One of her slaves, who was extremely depressed, was pressuring to meet outside of Niteflirt, romanticizing their relationship. She let him know that they needed to take a break from sessioning together because he was becoming too demanding, and she suggested he get counseling to address his depression. She'd been concerned about him too due to this, and he was asking for more extreme humiliation during sessions. To the point of making My Mistress friend uncomfortable.
Today my friend received a call from the man's family, that the client had committed suicide. In their hurt and anger, they lay blame for his demise partially at My Mistress friend's doorstep. Telling her that she's hurting people. Wanting to hold her accountable, because at present, it hurt too much to hold the man himself accountable to his own actions.
It brings alot of uncomfortable feelings forth, dealing with her sadness over the news, and also being held accountable for someone choosing to harm themselves fatally.
As a Mistress, I hold Myself accountable for My actions. I also realize that when a slave client picks up their dick, and their credit card to call me, they know the deal. I provide a service, specialized to clientele who enjoy BDSM roleplay and session work. I'm not qualified as a psychologist, a doctor, a priest... although many times these skills weave into the work.
I have clients who hide their discomfort with the real world, by self medicating with drugs, alcohol, adrenalin, extreme fantasy, humiliation, you name it. As Ani Difranco says, "Any tool is a weapon, if you hold it right."
Today I feel sadness for the man who ended this life just this week. I know my Mistress friend is hurting too, and it's difficult to see her in this pain. We all ask ourselves in these situations... could I have done more.
I love my job, and understand that there is dark and light to this work. Below are resources that may help if you feel the need:
National Suicide Hotlines USA
United States of America
Toll-Free / 24 hours a day / 7 days a week
1-800-SUICIDE , also 1-800-273-TALK
The Alcohol Hotline - 1-800-ALCOHOL
National Institute on Drug Abuse Helpline 1-800-662-4357
I feel honored to claim the task of Mistress with my submissives. I also need to know you come to Me for the right reasons. And ultimately, this has to be decided by you. I offer prayers of guidance and light in your search.
A close friend of Mine, and fellow Mistress, was called today with very distressing news. One of her slaves, who was extremely depressed, was pressuring to meet outside of Niteflirt, romanticizing their relationship. She let him know that they needed to take a break from sessioning together because he was becoming too demanding, and she suggested he get counseling to address his depression. She'd been concerned about him too due to this, and he was asking for more extreme humiliation during sessions. To the point of making My Mistress friend uncomfortable.
Today my friend received a call from the man's family, that the client had committed suicide. In their hurt and anger, they lay blame for his demise partially at My Mistress friend's doorstep. Telling her that she's hurting people. Wanting to hold her accountable, because at present, it hurt too much to hold the man himself accountable to his own actions.
It brings alot of uncomfortable feelings forth, dealing with her sadness over the news, and also being held accountable for someone choosing to harm themselves fatally.
As a Mistress, I hold Myself accountable for My actions. I also realize that when a slave client picks up their dick, and their credit card to call me, they know the deal. I provide a service, specialized to clientele who enjoy BDSM roleplay and session work. I'm not qualified as a psychologist, a doctor, a priest... although many times these skills weave into the work.
I have clients who hide their discomfort with the real world, by self medicating with drugs, alcohol, adrenalin, extreme fantasy, humiliation, you name it. As Ani Difranco says, "Any tool is a weapon, if you hold it right."
Today I feel sadness for the man who ended this life just this week. I know my Mistress friend is hurting too, and it's difficult to see her in this pain. We all ask ourselves in these situations... could I have done more.
I love my job, and understand that there is dark and light to this work. Below are resources that may help if you feel the need:
National Suicide Hotlines USA
United States of America
Toll-Free / 24 hours a day / 7 days a week
1-800-SUICIDE , also 1-800-273-TALK
The Alcohol Hotline - 1-800-ALCOHOL
National Institute on Drug Abuse Helpline 1-800-662-4357
I feel honored to claim the task of Mistress with my submissives. I also need to know you come to Me for the right reasons. And ultimately, this has to be decided by you. I offer prayers of guidance and light in your search.
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